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Do you know how it feels?
To lose the one person who was always on your side no matter what? The person that always made you feel better.. Told you everything was gonna be okay.. The person you depended on for everything? The only one who made you truly smile?.. I have.. I lost my mother to suicide January 5, 2012… My heart breaks every moment bc I know she’s not here… I love my gf of two years but I’d much rather her leave me then I lose my mother.. I lost my father to suicide at 11.. It’s a serious thing and it’s never the right choice you don’t think about the people you are hurting in the long run you might not think someone loved you but in the end there was someone who loved you all along you just didn’t pay attention..